... taken from Greg Laswell album "Three Flights from Alto Nido".
Life is hard.
University has started for me and it turned out much more difficult than I would've expected. Creating a time table is... almost like art. You REALLY want to get it done, doesn't matter what, but you just can't. It's something bigger than you.
Still I had a lot of positive experiences, I made a few friends I guess and due to my good orientation I've never felt completely lost. Plus, it's all a matter of looking at it. If something doesn't work out this semester, just do it next semester, whatever. Nobody cares anyway.
In order to come back to the title... When I think of waves, I think of ups and downs. There have been a lot of ups and downs in my life this year - a stroke of faith (literally) and a lot of family issues being downs, but meeting amazing people and incredible memories being ups. I'm very grateful for that.
Waves also stand for things coming back... That the first moment won't be the last. This is what I hold on to when I think of a lot of things. Seeing treasured people again, experienceing awesome concerts, or simply a state of happiness.
I know it doesn't always come easily. I know what I'm speaking of. Today my dad had an attack again which brought him back to hospital. Sadly, that is the other side of the coin - bad things are likely to come back, too. But you have to think about it - you can only be stronger and prepared next time. Even if there is little hope.
Just BE Love and love will come back to you. In waves... so you can be sure it will.
Leaving you with this amazing song:
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